Lost Heart

Saturday, February 21, 2015

I wish I knew why he left.
 He said he's happy. I saw it in his eyes. His smile when I smile is something. The way he looked at me makes me feel that I'm the most precious thing in the world. Maybe that's enough to made me think that he is happy. Or was happy.
He said, he loves me. And will still love me even if I gain hundreds of pounds or until our hair turns gray. He'll make me smile whenever I am sad. He said he'll carry me if I already feel the pain on my joints as I walk. He said we'll grow old together. That's how much he loves me. I think. And I believed.
He told me he'd do anything for me. He'll take the train and wait for three hours just to see me for an hour. He'll go with me to the mall and carry all the shopping bags. He said he does not mind looking like my personal assistant because just being with me is his dream. And he did. Even if I did not ask him to do all those things, still, he is more than willing to volunteer. Maybe he got tired doing things for me. Maybe that is why he left me. But when I asked him to come back, he didn't. 

Then it made me think, was it ever real? Or just a story that was meant to be played?
Was there something wrong with me? I bet. He wouldn't have left me if there's nothing wrong with me.
I tried to stop him but there's nothing else I can do. I am left with nothing. Where have they been? All that he left me was empty heart and lost reasons. Then I saw him walking towards me.
He said, he loves me, but he is not happy.
So... it's Valentine's Day. How was it? I hope you like the story written above. To be honest, I don't feel like writing so I'm pretty sure that what I wrote sounds lame. I still can't catch up in updating my blog :( Anyway, Happy Valentine's Day! ♥

Dress and Shoes are from River Island

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155 comments

  1. what a lovely look!

    www.bstylevoyage.blogspot.com

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  2. Beautiful photos. That dress is stunning.

    Jenn from jenniferjayne.blogspot.co.uk

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  4. What you write never sounds lame, it comes from the heart I'm sure and I liked it! I really liked all the photos you've posted as well. You look beautiful.

    xx naomi @ Naomi in Wonderland

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    1. Aww. I'm happy to hear that. You're so sweet. Thank you! :)

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  5. I know exactly how you feel. Because I am feeling it right now... Reading through this post feels like I'm talking to myself. I also wonder what's wrong with me. Wondering where it all went wrong. And even now that we've separated ways, I still think about him occasionally. We still talk. We still hang out together with our friends. But it's hard to look at him differently when I have this blizzard and thunderstorm in my heart. I hope the best will get to you soon :-) Stay strong babe!

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    1. Aww. Hearing your thoughts made my heart melt :') Don't worry, you'll get through it. Thanks for reading :)

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  6. Love the elegant and yet girly touch of the look.
    xox
    Lenya
    FashionDreams&Lifestyle

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  7. Youre so gorgg <3

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  8. You look fabulous for Valentine's Day! I just love the dress and you look very pretty :)

    Olivia | Her Name Was Celebration

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  9. u look amazing darling!

    xx

    isa

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  10. Loving that strapless dress! :) Ahhh!

    xo
    www.jhanzey.net

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  11. Deeeeeep story! I honestly thought it was YOUR story. Hehehe. Well-written by the way!
    And I love this outfit! LBD lang ang peg natin ngayon eh hahaha

    Janine
    Lime & Life

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    1. Some thought it was really my story hahaha. Thank you, Janine! :) Black Valentine's Day daw kasi haha!

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  12. Kochana co powiesz na wspólną obserwacje?
    Zacznij a napewno się odwdzięczę <3

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    1. Had to translate it, though. Haha. Thanks!

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  13. i love this dress! i love River Island! you look so beautiful <3

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  14. Love your writing Cielo! <3 Love the way you broke it up in between images! It added suspense. I definitely understand especially because i just went through a breakup recently. It does make you question whether it was all real or just pretend but i don't think that he stopped loving you or anything like that. that's what i learned at least. i think it's just different forms of love. But it's all a learning experience at the end of the day. We should never measure our worth through a failed relationship. I'd just like to think that my ex is a good person. Just not the person for me. That doesn't make me love myself any less. If anything, now is the time to love yourself even more! :) There is strength in focusing on yourself and relying on yourself and being more independent and strong! <3

    Also, Thank you for your lovely comment on my blog! It made me happy! :)

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    Hope you're having a beautiful day! xx

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    1. Aww. Thank you, Kelly! I'm happy that you liked it :) and I agree with you. I also don't believe that someone has stopped loving even if they said they already moved on or what. I think it's not true that love is gone. It just subsides and is not the same amount of love before. Love is still there but not the same as it was before. Good thing, there are other people who make us realize that there's more to life than that. That we should go on with our lives. In that way, it makes us a better person and teaches us a lesson.

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  15. such a sad story for valentine's day! I hope it hadn't happened in real life.
    Love your dress, thanks for visiting my blog :) <3

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    1. I know. I hope this story won't turn into real life :(
      Thank you for reading! :)

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  16. You look amazing! The skirt looks perfect on you!

    xx
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  17. Such a pretty little black dress!!! Amazing look <3

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  18. I love your LBD! Great post Cielo!
    XO
    Jeanne
    http://fashionmusingsdiary.com

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  19. Your River island finds are simply stunning!! The design of the shoes is beautiful and the dress looks amazing on you! I'm so jealous :D xx and you are so pretty xoxo Check out my new blog post! I'm in need of some followers, thank you! X http://xbeyoutifulx.blogspot.co.uk

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    1. Thank you! River Island has it all. They're the best! I have another post featuring River Island too. :)

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  20. your dress is so beautiful ! I adore river island, I think it's such a great brand :))
    also I am following you, so would be thankful if you do the same <3

    I'll be thankful <3
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    1. Thank you! I agree, River Island is really one of the best brands of clothing :)

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  21. The story is nice but a sad one. You look beautiful in that dress and I love your hair!

    besos,
    M
    The Flower Duet

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  22. Wonderful pictures and you look so beautiful in that dress. <333
    New post is online...

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  23. First of all, love the outfit! Perfect for a night out with friends or on a date. Second, is that story true to life? If it is then, I have no words. Love and happiness are two different things. You may love someone but you may not be happy. It is such a complex emotion. That is why I believe before love, happiness should come first. It is difficult to love someone whole-heartedly if you aren't happy.

    Jenn
    The Pink Lemonade Girl

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    1. Thank you, Jenn! :)
      No, the story is just a product of my out-of-this-world mind. Lol. It's pure fiction. Although it's not true to life, I agree with what you said. Before we love someone, we should feel the complete happiness within ourselves. In that way, we can share it to our other half. :)

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  24. Great post! ♥
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  25. thanks for commenting on my blog! You look really beautiful in these pictures and omg i really love your shoes!!!! I would like to follow each other so already followed you :)x

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  26. Thank you so much for taking your time to write beautiful comments on my blog!
    It really warms my heart. I really love your dress. It looks stunning on you!

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  27. This is beautiful! ;A; And I love your outfit~ great post (o^^o)
    ~Kiyomi from kokorosasa

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  28. Wow! You look simply elegant.
    That LBD is probably my style.
    and pairing it with those sexy white heels is perfect.
    Love it girl.

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    1. You're welcome :)
      Btw, maybe you have any idea on how to style this adorable baby pink skater dress?
      I know pairing it with white pumps would be a safe choice, but maybe you have other idea?

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  29. Adorable dress.You look so cute in it :)

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  30. Darling, you blog is so beautiful! I’m impressed! Your photos and posts are amazing! I’ll be happy to see you in my blog!

    Diana Cloudlet
    http://www.dianacloudlet.com/

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  31. BEAUTY - the concept and the creator!

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  32. Love that dress dear!
    Thanks for stopping by at my blog, yes! we can follow each other if you want!
    Have an amazing day!
    xoxo
    Emma
    www.emmalovesfashion.com

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  33. Thank you for sharing your story. We all have stories to share and not all of them are happy ones. I enjoyed visiting here. You are very pretty and enjoyed this post. Love this dress on you! I will visit again soon:)

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  34. Hi Cielo,

    this is one lovely post! I love your dress, River Island always has amazing things :)

    Cannot wait for your new posts!

    Have a nice day,
    Zuzana

    http://iwish-zuzi.blogspot.co.uk/

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  35. What fabulous dress and shoes XXxx
    Thanks for stopping by my blog dear

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  36. cute dress
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  37. Lovely story and post concept!

    The Latest. Beauty & Colour

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  38. Beautiful dress! I love the way you write, too.

    Thank you so much for your comment on my blog. I'm now following you on GFC and Bloglovin.

    XO Azu

    www.raven-locks.blogspot.com

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  39. what a beautiful dress, you look great :) xx

    dresses-and-travels //@susandollparts

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  40. Soo beautiful! :)

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  41. You look beautiful in this dress - love the shoes, too!

    Euriental

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  42. Lovely look!
    Would you like to follow each other on GFC? <3
    Kisses,
    frompeonies.blogspot.com

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  43. Amazing outfit. This dress looks so lovely.

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  44. Loving the dress!! Cool pictures.
    xx from http://ourfreestyle.blogspot.com.es

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  45. Lovely dress, so chic.

    xoxo

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  48. Amazing dress!
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  49. wonderful dress! you look fabulous! :)

    xoxo, rae
    http://www.raellarina.net/

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  50. I love your dress, you look lovely.

    I am following you, follow back?
    Sabina
    thisblogbelongstosabi.blogspot.com

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  51. You look so cute! I love this dress!
    Do you wanna follow each other?? I'm following you with GFC !


    Valentina e Giulia

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  52. This was a really touching read. I just got out of a serious relationship, still having absolutely no clue why it didn't work out. This just shows that you're never alone and that things will get better. Wishing you a wonderful week!

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    1. I'm sorry to hear that. But you know, as cliche it may sound, everything happens for a reason. And trust me, it will be okay. It will get better one day. Cheer up! :)

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  53. Lovely ootd. This post got to prove that your truly a great mass com student. Pretty, Cielo.

    I'm now following you on bloglovin'. Hope you'll do the same!

    Looking forward to see more of your posts :)

    Have a nice day!

    xoxo,
    SHAIRA
    www.missdream-girl.blogspot.com

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  54. So pretty! Love your blog, following :) Follow back?
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  55. so pretty <3
    let's follow each other! let me know, and i will follow you back :)

    xx
    Linda Natawiria
    lindanatawiria.blogspot.com

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    would you like to follow each other on GFC & G+? If you follow me,
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