The Girl Behind the Pen

Before I reveal my actual Debut photos, I would like to share some pictures before I walk and sit in front of the people. Say hi to Ara, my make-up artist. Hahaha Kidding! Hello Ara! :) So here are the pictures of me while preparing for my special night. This was taken beside the terrace in my venue where I held my party.

I know this is too late for Christmas. But hey, remember the saying better late than never.

Hahahaha. This is what I wore during Christmas Eve. Sorry if I only got one outfit shot because my sister wasn't in a good mood to take pictures that time.

About my outfit, if you'd notice, the top looks familiar, right? I've worn this before, click this to see the details. Brown pants are so in today that's why when a family friend of ours gave this to me on my birthday, I was really excited to wear it. Now that I've worn it, I don't think I pulled it off, really :( This was a rush because we're gonna be late in the malatines-- a mass on Christmas Eve. I don't know what to wear so I just picked anything in my closet.

Look at her. She's the famous gloomy bear. When I was in high school, I was really obsessed with it. I was dying to have at least one stuff toy. But unfortunately, gloomy bear isn't available in the Philippines yet, until now :(But when my classmate said that she's making accessories out of clay, I told her to make gloomy bear--- and here's the outcome :)

Time out for an outfit post or anything related to fashion, this time I will post about new year.

In a few hours, we will be facing another new year to live with. Yes, we have to celebrate because what others say about the end of the world didn't come true. Here we are, breathing, so let's live our lives to the fullest. 

2012 has been quite good for me, though. Yes, QUITE. I was really expecting that 2012 will be my luckiest year, but I was wrong. I thought I will experience all the great things this year--- that my birthday will be on 12-12-12, that my debut will be close to perfect. But guess what? All of those were turned down. I can say that my birthday this year was close to perfect, and that I can thank for but at the end of my special day, my phone was lost. Tanga ko noh? And about my debut, I don't want to say this but I have to, to free my will. My debut was a perfect disaster. Sorry. I know I'm so bad to say that, not to appreciate what my parents had spent for that one night. But I do appreciate what my friends and classmates did for me. Another thing I hate about it is that 2 of my best friends in high school didn't show. Thinking that they were really so close and special to me. You know what? When it comes to other debuts, they find time to come. But when it's my turn to celebrate, they find excuses! How great was that!

Okay, the reason I made this post is to share how I felt about the year 2012. New year will come and I want to leave all of my hatreds this last few hours and never bring it on 2013. But I guess it'll be hard for me to do that. o guys, you know what to do. Don't be like me. Hahahaha

This is the year to make better memories. I wish you a good and  Happy New Year! :)

Hey there!

Do you want to see some of the pictures I had on my debut party? Here's a sneak peek on what I had worn. You know what? This gown has a terrible story! I will tell the whole story soon!

Top from Folded and Hung | Shorts from Jewel | Belt from Forever21 | Flats from SM Department Store | Bag a gift from a friend

To celebrate my friend's birthday, this was what I wore on her debut last December 8, 2012.

As stated in her invitation, "wear your most fashionable outfit" so this is the idea for me. Corset + Cute Cardi + Shinny Shorts + Nude Wedges = Yeah! :D

If you would notice, I was wearing stockings? Why?

Because I had to hide my wound on my knee. Malas ko no? I bought my outfit the same day I had my knee wounded.

Here's the story about how I got that freakin' wound.

I went to Greenhills to buy clothes for my friend's debut. My mom texts me that we need to go to the couturier for my upcoming debut. I headed there straight. The place is so dark, if there would be lights, it would be just few and dim. And guess what? The place is around a cemetery! As we were walking, we're all scaring each other and we saw a man running. When he saw us, he stops and walked fast. Hahaha that's why my sister and I laughed about it. We walked, talked, and laughed. And what happened to me was just so irritating. My right leg fell on a narrow canal. It was so deep that it even reached my knee. If it was just shallow, I would not get that serious damage on my knee. Perfect for the debut :(

If I had not met you that day,

Then I would not have experienced that pain and sadness.

And memories filled with tears,

But, if I had not met you,

I would also have not experienced the joy, preciousness, and excitement.

And memories filled with tears.

And the feeling of absolute happiness.

Sweet right? I was just inspired by the Japanese movie "Koizora". It's really beautiful and heart-melting.

Well, so much for that. Now, back to my outfit.

Wondering why "blushing ray" is the title of this post? It's obviously that the ray of the sun is directed to my whole body and I'm wearing almost all pink. And take note, we shot this at 6:00 in the morning. Too early for a photoshoot. :D

I spy, with my eyes, pink blush all over my body. Hahaha! Pinky much isn't it?

This is what I wore when we practice a dance routine. And this was the very first day when I met again my childhood friend slash crush back in the old days (redundant much :D) after a decade.

Just a little history to share about us, when we were kids, we used to be together almost all the time. We play anything. That's why we were always paired by our moms and their friends. Bagay sa outfit ko ung blush Hahaha! :)